Spending way too much time crying/ going over the same old thought processes/’woe is me’.
Cannot see anything positive about living.
Just randomly start cryikng or dropping tears for no apparent reason.
May have massive nutritional imbalances.
May be appropriate as you have so much of your own story that has been buried for so long.
Stuck Liver Qi – as women cry, unlike men who may be more inclinced to hit out at others.
Depression due to poor thyroid function
See a good acupuncturist to adjust your imbalanced energies.
More Vit B, Vit C, zinc, magnesium and clean water. Use (Iodine/ eat more protein and fat is crucial – allows hormones to function – and see how to improve your Blood)
Investigate whether you have pyroluria and get treatment (bio available zinc and Vit B6 etc)
Surround yourself with those who are positive and who empower you.
Spend some time undoing you and living for you.
Find a Mayan therapist who can work on all the levels that you feel stuck in/on concurrently.
See a good acupuncturist/Chinese herbalist to see if there is an imbalance that may be easily adjusted. and natural health care professional
Start a version of your own spiritual bathing to clear yourself and local area.