Will get in the way of all relationships – including with yourself.
May lead into PTSD and OCD.
May also have physical issues that will show up as Stuck Blood.
Stuck Liver Qi will turn into far worse problems as you bury what happened.
The whole life ahead may only be seen through the eyes of the past.
Expectations of more/ different/’better’ for self?
How better to learn than to experience?
Tell someone who cares.
Start the process of exposing the consequences, however it feels right as the inner volcano will erupt eventually – often as gyne cancers a few decades hence.
Investigate whether you have pyroluria and get treatment (bio available zinc and Vit B6 etc)
Find a good natural healer to assist you through the process of rediscovering yourself.
Chinese herbs and acupuncture will help.
Then find a good counselor – need to be more stable biochemically and energy wise first.